What the Hell?

What the hell?

This was NOT at all what I had planned.

And that’s a really big deal because well, I’m a planner.  I plan everything…from the next 10 minutes to the next 10 years.  I’ve got it all mapped out for myself.  Or, at least I did.

My life suddenly took an unplanned course.  All the adjustments and new responsibilities were a bit overwhelming - though I would never admit that out loud (except on the world-wide-freakin’-web) because I am also a controller…not so much of everyone else, but definitely of me.  My term of choice is actually ‘disciplined.’  I am disciplined.

So, what the hell happened?

Because quite unexpectedly, I find myself in the midst of Plan B.  Only what’s worse is I don’t know what Plan B even looks like because I’m so Type A – I thought I had Plan A airtight.  Damn it. 

So, here I am…once a standard-inside-the-box-exceeds-expectations-cookie-cutter kind of girl finding myself in an undefined-coloring-outside-the-lines-where-the-hell-did-I-leave-my-keys messy world…

…and, I think I like it.